Stepping out on a small venture, he found himself walking on the spring side of a small bundle of trees and forest. Taking time away to think about everything he needed to understand things about himself. Hakuren was one that gave him direction into his personal meditation, and this was one of his ways of doing such. He liked to have time alone, away from everything to write and think for himself. To have the utmost silence was the start that grazed his eyes for the future of his life. It wasnt something he did often, but when he got a chance to be alone, he savored it. for one could not have enough alone time to recuperate from the works of the world. It was too much work and not enough time spent with ones family. Ones friends. Loved ones. These were the experiences of the world that people would soon figure they would not have time for because they were caught in webs of work and living a life leading them into an endless cycle of meetings and side missions, that the people around this world never got to enjoy the simple things.
And thats what counted to Tamashii, he wanted to spread this way of thinking to the people around him. At the very least to his family... to Hakuren. To take time for yourself. In Groups. Without work or having to worry about the small things... to worry about yourself and to take your own life and comfort by your own hands and grip it. Never letting go of what our forefathers taught us about working hard and diligence. Staying the pace. And keeping your eyes studied on a goal you have in mind. However, Tamashii believed in the opposing side of the spectrum. The way of living that allowed you to keep work and your life separated, to keep your frustrations of co-workers, bosses, the people we were paid to protect. All these things he contemplated. Moreover, he wanted to figure out just a few of things...
"Just give me some solace...", it was all about learning to adapt to his situations in life. Something he'd been doing his entire life. Since losing the spider to... that forsaken kid. He didnt lose his traits and things he'd learned from the Queen... but that was the past. She was very demanding of him. And it was his lifestyle when he was a Jashinist that he had given up along with her... so it was one of those things that was bound to happen sooner or later. Now that he was done with that, he could focus on things that mattered.. His new position sitting next to the Kage. His sister he wanted to help her achieve her dreams. His Significant other, wanting to be the man for her that she saw in him. And his own ambition, finally achieving the goals he set in place now. He wanted to mold this village... for the better. To keep all its villagers safe, to be the leader they would look and seek for him to be. Adaptability was a trait he needed... but what else? He was meticulous enough to look at the smallest detail to be the detective of ANBU... but there had to be a way he could break the glass ceiling. So there he would sit along side the meadow, as the nice stream of water would pass him by... Trees all around him... this was going to be a good place if he ever chose it for training. Sitting down in a meditative stance he would nod letting the silence of the area take him to his journey of self-improvement. A Journey that didnt start here... but it was going to continue here.