Up until this moment, Shigeru had felt like a bomb ready to burst, perhaps it was his latent explosion powers rising up, or maybe it was just the fact that Shigeru could not help but want to roast every single thing that he felt threatened this great village. This single man was the greatest threat in the recent years, and in Shigeru’s mind, he should be razed right where he stood. However, this same man had garnered the respect of the most powerful shinobi in Kumogakure proper. If this man was good enough for the Raikage, how could Shigeru question that most sanctimonious decision? The question burned deep inside the young man. This very quandary was the reason Shigeru was locked in place, the world around him completely forgotten until this singular thing was dealt with. In his mind, this man was a threat and a boon, and his story was not unlike a set of circumstances that would drive one to the brink. How much better was Shigeru? Inside of him was a burning fire that was ready to explode, and he could do little to stop it. They were both a danger to the village. If Shigeru was so quick to condemn Kouin, then he too should be condemned.
A silence fell over Shigeru as he felt some of the fire leave him. For a moment, he felt the strife and anguish of this Kouin, and he let himself simmer down, if but briefly. A conclusion had been reached, and as much as a fight would have been welcome in these war-ready streets, Shigeru decided not to deal with this problem with mere brute strength. “Kouin. I will not say that I pardon your actions, and I will not say that forgiveness will be given by many. However, you posed a question to me earlier, about this mask. It was forged by my hand almost a lifetime ago, and it was to be employed for my service into that same organization you have been appointed head of. You may have seen my name among those of the trainees that were offered full membership and turned it down. At that time, I thought that this village needed something more, and that I could be that thing. Recent events have shown me that I might not be the person to do what I had originally set out to do.” Shigeru looked up for a moment and locked eyes with the ANBU Sennin. Though this man was an outsider, he had probably already done many things for the village, some that the general public would never know. He had vowed to protect this village by taking his current appointment, and in doing so, he deserved some form of forgiveness, even a shred.
For a moment, Shigeru was going to continue talking to Kouin, deliver one final statement, but he realized that they still had a guest. Though Shigeru was sure that this startled man was no real threat, in a village full of shinobi one could not be too careful. In a flash Shigeru had given Kouin the ‘one-minute’ signal and zipped over to where the startled man was standing. “I hope we are not intruding on your day, I promise that I will not burn anyone to cinders for anytime within the next hour, and I hope that you can keep the next few sentences a secret. I promise, under more normal circumstances, I am a very warm person.” As fast as he had gotten there, Shigeru was back in front of Kouin.
With a quick release of chakra, Shigeru took the mask off of his face. Though his expression was solid and stern, his eyes burned with the passion he held dearly for his village. His whole life he had made decision after decision that he hoped would bring him closer to security of his village. The only thing he wanted was for it to prosper and flourish. From the light, Shigeru had, and would never stop, supporting and nourishing the shinobi around him. The students who he taught would still be taught, and when the Main Branch called for his name, Shigeru would respond as any acting Chuunin would. However, Shigeru knew the path that lay before him was the most direct path to protecting the village. In the darkness, Shigeru would use that unimaginable strength to fight against the threats that constantly tried to destroy his home. This man, Kouin, was an outsider as Shigeru was. Though this village was his home, Shigeru wanted nothing of the ANBU Corps, and had made that clear when he exited last time. Being in the light, the Main Branch, had always seemed more like an honorable thing to pursue as a shinobi. However, if Kouin could do it, then so could Shigeru. With his mask in his hands, Shigeru got down on a single knee, baring the back of his neck, a sign of surrender and trust. Shigeru tossed the mask up at Kouin, knowing he would catch it, without looking up. “Kouin-sama, I will not promise to forgive you or trust you completely. However, I wish to give you the opportunity to earn my forgiveness. Help me protect my village from all of its enemies and I will count you among my allies and friends. If you give me this opportunity, I will wear that mask for you and you only, and I will pledge me loyalty to you alone. If you will so have me, Kouin, I will return to the corps under your guidance. I will take up my secret name once more.” Like a trick, on the ground between the two men, Shigeru and Kouin, a small fire lept up, and the flames spelled out a singular name that would be blown away in an instant. 山火事 Wildfire.
After pouring his soul out to this man, Shigeru felt empty inside. He had this feeling once before, with the Main Branch Sennin, but then the man had not given Shigeru guidance. In this instance, Shigeru was hoping for a more positive outcome. All the young man could do was wait, but he hoped against hope that he had not just made a fool of himself.
WC: 1038 [MFT]