Stepping out into the thin sunlight of the mountain village, Koton stretched his limbs and let a yawn escape. With a glance around, he began strolling down his usual path. The people of the village ambled by as per usual, going about their day's business. With a sigh, he turned his eyes down. The day was just beginning and his mind was already wandering. His footsteps automatically falling in place, the path memorized by muscle more than his mind.His thoughts trailed to his parents and how they thought of him; if he'd made them proud. If they missed him like he missed them, or if they go about their days without thought of him. Shaking away the thought, he checked his surroundings. He was about halfway to the bar, so looking back to the ground his mind wandered to his past.
Each minute he would break down and ponder over even the most trivial aspects of his actions or choices. Constantly playing out situations in his mind, imagining how different his life would be had he simply said the wrong word, or the right one for that matter. Eventually, as always, his mind turned to her. The woman who had pierced his heart and twisted. His temper flared, and his thoughts raced. particles of sand began to rise around him, his mind almost wired with rage. I'll Kill her! I swear I'll find her and have my revenge! His hands balled to fists and the sand was beginning to cover his clothes. Something caught his attention though. The bar. Shaking his head, he realized he was moments from causing a scene and commanded the sand to fall back into place. Looking around he noted only one or two people had seen his subconscious reaction, then entered the bar.
The atmosphere changed immediately, the cool air outside was mixed with smoke and the smell of hard liquor. A quick glance around he noted it was a slow day, and found his way to his usual stool, which was always empty. The reason for this being that one of the four legs was shorter than the rest and everyone hated that. Letting his arm fall to his side, he willed sand out of his sleeve to the ground, raising the bum leg to be level with the others. Turning his attention to the now present bartender, he ordered his usual sake and lit a cigarette. Within a minute or so the bottle was left in front of him and the tender went about serving the others. With a heavy swig he repressed his troubles of the moment.
Each minute he would break down and ponder over even the most trivial aspects of his actions or choices. Constantly playing out situations in his mind, imagining how different his life would be had he simply said the wrong word, or the right one for that matter. Eventually, as always, his mind turned to her. The woman who had pierced his heart and twisted. His temper flared, and his thoughts raced. particles of sand began to rise around him, his mind almost wired with rage. I'll Kill her! I swear I'll find her and have my revenge! His hands balled to fists and the sand was beginning to cover his clothes. Something caught his attention though. The bar. Shaking his head, he realized he was moments from causing a scene and commanded the sand to fall back into place. Looking around he noted only one or two people had seen his subconscious reaction, then entered the bar.
The atmosphere changed immediately, the cool air outside was mixed with smoke and the smell of hard liquor. A quick glance around he noted it was a slow day, and found his way to his usual stool, which was always empty. The reason for this being that one of the four legs was shorter than the rest and everyone hated that. Letting his arm fall to his side, he willed sand out of his sleeve to the ground, raising the bum leg to be level with the others. Turning his attention to the now present bartender, he ordered his usual sake and lit a cigarette. Within a minute or so the bottle was left in front of him and the tender went about serving the others. With a heavy swig he repressed his troubles of the moment.