The dinner seemed so far away. And, looking back on it. She didn't regret what she did, but there was still something nagging at her...a pang of guilt...? What was it from? Perhaps when she hit Iori. No...she had hit Iori in a fit of rage before. It certainly wasn't from her arch rival Kasa...what else happened? Kasa began to doubt her, implied at her low intelligence, insulted her, she made a threat, his wife tried to attack her...and then she began yelling. Then coughing blood. Perhaps she didn't feel remorse through her rage, but now that she thought about. Coughing blood was never good to feel. Having felt it multiple times in her training. Then there were the frighteningly powerful strikes she suffered from Kuro, which she still had faint bruises from. Especially the one on her stomach. Where he had blasted an open palm strike charged with wind chakra straight into her. It is painful...and she suffered the aftershock when she had gone home that day. She didn't completely feel the pain of the woman Itami's situation...but she felt guilty for getting her to yell.
She wanted to apologize...that was the least she could do. She bared no ill will to her. She wanted forgiveness. If she had to grovel on her knees and beg for it, then so be it. She would do almost anything just to hear from her raspy voice. "It's okay."
That was a new mission...and maybe the first step in the new person she had resolved to be. Learn to control her fury, learn to be more forgiving and less violent. And to at least tolerate the extremely infuriating catalyst that was Unohara Kasa. If she could do that, maybe she could become a better person...a kind soul like Lord Toraono. Yes...maybe that was possible. She had to apologize to her. Though there was a problem, where could she possibly begin looking for her without running into Kasa? She couldn't go to the medical complex...
And thus brought Suzu to where she is now. Wandering around the housing district of the subterranean village. She was unsure of what she could do...would she be forced to live with this guilt? Never have a chance o say she's sorry?
<i></i>She wanted to apologize...that was the least she could do. She bared no ill will to her. She wanted forgiveness. If she had to grovel on her knees and beg for it, then so be it. She would do almost anything just to hear from her raspy voice. "It's okay."
That was a new mission...and maybe the first step in the new person she had resolved to be. Learn to control her fury, learn to be more forgiving and less violent. And to at least tolerate the extremely infuriating catalyst that was Unohara Kasa. If she could do that, maybe she could become a better person...a kind soul like Lord Toraono. Yes...maybe that was possible. She had to apologize to her. Though there was a problem, where could she possibly begin looking for her without running into Kasa? She couldn't go to the medical complex...
And thus brought Suzu to where she is now. Wandering around the housing district of the subterranean village. She was unsure of what she could do...would she be forced to live with this guilt? Never have a chance o say she's sorry?