It was almost pleasant sitting on the rouka, the wooden walkway that surrounded the Takahashi house. If it werent for the fact that her mind, body and soul were so tattered and tired, she would have greatly enjoyed the serene sight of the dimmed crystals in the vast cavern ceiling. They looked very much like stars.
Okibi was sitting on a large, stuffed cushion, similar to the bean bag chair she'd destroyed years ago, but flatter and less... beany. She leaned against a cushioned armrest that was situated on her left side - the side with the her only remaining arm.
Okibi sighed softly as she leaned more of her tired weight against the armrest. She'd just gotten her last cast off after weeks of recovering from having her bones rebroken and set properly. The worst had been the bones in her right leg; theyd taken the longest to heal. As soon as the cast had come off she'd been put through a mild physical therapy session which consisted of just walking along a course made up of railed walkways. She'd only made it through about a third of the course before she'd collapsed from exhaustion - primarily in her legs. The muscles there were so weak and atrophied that it was going to take some time before she could walk without a cruth or some other aid for a while.
Currently, her crutch was leaning against the sliding doors behind her almost like a sentinel. Okibi could hardly see it in such a light though; she hated the thing. It was difficult to walk around with it when she only had one arm, and getting up and down any stairs would have been a task alone without the blasted thing. Urgh, she hated being so weak.
Okibi let out another weary sigh and placed her chin in her left hand. She'd put on some weight since she'd made it back to the village, but her limbs were still painfully thin, even to her eyes. She could only imagine how other people felt looking at her. The thought inspired just the tiniest bit of upset. A year ago she wouldnt have given a flying rats tail what people felt when they looked at her, but here she was, worrying about whether people pitied her or found her repulsive. What kind of Okibi gave a crap?
The broken kind, thats what.
The girls gaunt and pale face screwed up with emotion and she covered herself with her hand, lowering her head. She hated what she'd become, and she hated the men who'd done it to her. Curses upon all of them, she thought; may their man parts decay, rot and shrivel up before falling off to be eaten by rodents. If she ever got better, and sometimes she greatly doubted that she would, she was going to pay those men a surprise visit. But this time, she wouldnt be weak and alone.
With that thought, Okibi rose her head back up, and this time there just the slightest look of resolution in her eye.
Okibi was sitting on a large, stuffed cushion, similar to the bean bag chair she'd destroyed years ago, but flatter and less... beany. She leaned against a cushioned armrest that was situated on her left side - the side with the her only remaining arm.
Okibi sighed softly as she leaned more of her tired weight against the armrest. She'd just gotten her last cast off after weeks of recovering from having her bones rebroken and set properly. The worst had been the bones in her right leg; theyd taken the longest to heal. As soon as the cast had come off she'd been put through a mild physical therapy session which consisted of just walking along a course made up of railed walkways. She'd only made it through about a third of the course before she'd collapsed from exhaustion - primarily in her legs. The muscles there were so weak and atrophied that it was going to take some time before she could walk without a cruth or some other aid for a while.
Currently, her crutch was leaning against the sliding doors behind her almost like a sentinel. Okibi could hardly see it in such a light though; she hated the thing. It was difficult to walk around with it when she only had one arm, and getting up and down any stairs would have been a task alone without the blasted thing. Urgh, she hated being so weak.
Okibi let out another weary sigh and placed her chin in her left hand. She'd put on some weight since she'd made it back to the village, but her limbs were still painfully thin, even to her eyes. She could only imagine how other people felt looking at her. The thought inspired just the tiniest bit of upset. A year ago she wouldnt have given a flying rats tail what people felt when they looked at her, but here she was, worrying about whether people pitied her or found her repulsive. What kind of Okibi gave a crap?
The broken kind, thats what.
The girls gaunt and pale face screwed up with emotion and she covered herself with her hand, lowering her head. She hated what she'd become, and she hated the men who'd done it to her. Curses upon all of them, she thought; may their man parts decay, rot and shrivel up before falling off to be eaten by rodents. If she ever got better, and sometimes she greatly doubted that she would, she was going to pay those men a surprise visit. But this time, she wouldnt be weak and alone.
With that thought, Okibi rose her head back up, and this time there just the slightest look of resolution in her eye.