"You hoped I was one of your kind, perhaps even of your own court."
Kazuki announced mirroring her thoughts. She let out a sigh as her thoughts were made audible. It was a disappointment truly.
"Perhaps they did, but from what I have gathered, Ancients may have been the cause for humanity's revolt. You enslaved them. It was only natural a revolt was bound to happen sooner or later. You can argue an ant has no quarrel with a boot, but after being stomped a few times, more and more ants will come until the boot was swarmed. Did any Ancient ever consider peaceful coexistence with humankind? Before they came to be you did not need souls for sustenance, so it was your fault for becoming addicted to them. Not that I can blame you for such addiction thought."
"Oh I understand, but it does not make it any less painful." Shiori admitted. She tried to live among humans, but she could not live a lie. She could not maintain this fallacy in front of those who mattered. She smiled sadly, "I lived among humans for twenty-five years," Shiori added. She was not the only one of course. "The Deep Court also tried," she continued. "But they were betrayed, their Lord was trapped in the Black Blade," she explained referring to the fate of Mikaboshi, an Ancient at one time sympathetic to humanity's plight. "But..." She added, "I never truly shared his sentiments." Yes, there was a time when he was a good 'man' at least according to human standards until their paranoia led to betrayal. Humanity and Ancient alike was far from innocent. "Humans were a resource, addiction or no... We really considered them to be nothing more than beasts of the land. Have you ever concerned yourself with the ethical ramifications of eating a chicken?" She asked "Would it stop you?"
"Do I think I am an Ancient? I have no idea. I was born Human, of that I am quite certain. My desire and need for souls was not born with me. We Senju go through a transformation. Some change little, others change deeply. I was one of those that was modified intensively. Perhaps we are all freaks, but even in that freak show, I am unique. No one has ever showed the same hunger as I do, not ever. I have the same soul hunger as you."
Kazuki declared. She did not know anything ab out a human thirsting for souls only the terrible consequence her kind suffered when they feasted on their own. "A taboo among my kind," she echoed as she shook her head. "The Lord of the Wild Hunt... he ate his own kind, much like you. His hunger insatiable." Her mind wandered in search of the right words as her hands grabbed onto the arms of the chair. "He eventually went mad. We had to kill him," Shiori warned. She looked at him with her eyes, her ears were listening to him the entire time. "I hope that a human consuming as an Ancient will do well by you, I tried to feed a human child once..." She was referring to her son of course, the random stray picked up in the hospital prior to her own abduction. He was sickly, in a perpetual state of near-death. She planned on feeding him a store of souls, risking the same madness in exchange for power that her brother suffered and 'died' for. "I hope you do not lose your grasp."
"A human should not be going around sucking other human's souls. I have abilities that you have, undoubtedly, felt by now. Feats that I am almost certain your kind as shown before. I can safely say I am not entirely human anymore. Perhaps I am an Ancient that was dormant and was awoken during my change. Perhaps I am what people would call a Half breed and it explains why I share your abilities but not your limitations. Or mayhaps I am the result of what could have happen if Ancients were able to coexist with Humanity."
He agreed. Shiori had no answers. Truly, it was a sin from their collective past that Ancients laid with humans, for the most part out of curiosity but for some it was an attempt to create demigods. "It is possible, and if it is the case... I... am sorry," she announced ominously. Protracted lifespans in exchange for souls. They suffered from a duality of nature, their Ancient side tugging as well as their humanity. "If so, you will have a lot of blood on your hands in your long... long life." Her words were grim but so would his fate. If he was one part human and one part Ancient, their conscience would be plagued by the desires of the hunt, the earth, the sky, the fire but they would have the fortitude to deny themselves this ever-burning need. They hungered for souls like any of them did, but she wondered if these half-breeds desired them even more. That was how they lived so long she hypothesized.
"You are the only living Ancient I know, you alone may have the answers I seek. That is why I am here. To learn what I really am."
"I wish I had more answers. I wish you were simply a full-blooded Ancient. You would simply bleed your element. You would be obligated to maintain your limit. But as a ...partial, this far into one's lineage would be unprecedented for me to identify." She admitted. He had the traits of several great Ancients Courts but it was doubtful that he shared a lineage with them all. Such would be madness, not in the possibility but madness for him. So many contradictory natures in a single vessel would fracture even the strongest of minds. "You remind me of my court. You remind me of the Deep Court. You remind me of the Wild Hunt."
Kazuki announced mirroring her thoughts. She let out a sigh as her thoughts were made audible. It was a disappointment truly.
"Perhaps they did, but from what I have gathered, Ancients may have been the cause for humanity's revolt. You enslaved them. It was only natural a revolt was bound to happen sooner or later. You can argue an ant has no quarrel with a boot, but after being stomped a few times, more and more ants will come until the boot was swarmed. Did any Ancient ever consider peaceful coexistence with humankind? Before they came to be you did not need souls for sustenance, so it was your fault for becoming addicted to them. Not that I can blame you for such addiction thought."
"Oh I understand, but it does not make it any less painful." Shiori admitted. She tried to live among humans, but she could not live a lie. She could not maintain this fallacy in front of those who mattered. She smiled sadly, "I lived among humans for twenty-five years," Shiori added. She was not the only one of course. "The Deep Court also tried," she continued. "But they were betrayed, their Lord was trapped in the Black Blade," she explained referring to the fate of Mikaboshi, an Ancient at one time sympathetic to humanity's plight. "But..." She added, "I never truly shared his sentiments." Yes, there was a time when he was a good 'man' at least according to human standards until their paranoia led to betrayal. Humanity and Ancient alike was far from innocent. "Humans were a resource, addiction or no... We really considered them to be nothing more than beasts of the land. Have you ever concerned yourself with the ethical ramifications of eating a chicken?" She asked "Would it stop you?"
"Do I think I am an Ancient? I have no idea. I was born Human, of that I am quite certain. My desire and need for souls was not born with me. We Senju go through a transformation. Some change little, others change deeply. I was one of those that was modified intensively. Perhaps we are all freaks, but even in that freak show, I am unique. No one has ever showed the same hunger as I do, not ever. I have the same soul hunger as you."
Kazuki declared. She did not know anything ab out a human thirsting for souls only the terrible consequence her kind suffered when they feasted on their own. "A taboo among my kind," she echoed as she shook her head. "The Lord of the Wild Hunt... he ate his own kind, much like you. His hunger insatiable." Her mind wandered in search of the right words as her hands grabbed onto the arms of the chair. "He eventually went mad. We had to kill him," Shiori warned. She looked at him with her eyes, her ears were listening to him the entire time. "I hope that a human consuming as an Ancient will do well by you, I tried to feed a human child once..." She was referring to her son of course, the random stray picked up in the hospital prior to her own abduction. He was sickly, in a perpetual state of near-death. She planned on feeding him a store of souls, risking the same madness in exchange for power that her brother suffered and 'died' for. "I hope you do not lose your grasp."
"A human should not be going around sucking other human's souls. I have abilities that you have, undoubtedly, felt by now. Feats that I am almost certain your kind as shown before. I can safely say I am not entirely human anymore. Perhaps I am an Ancient that was dormant and was awoken during my change. Perhaps I am what people would call a Half breed and it explains why I share your abilities but not your limitations. Or mayhaps I am the result of what could have happen if Ancients were able to coexist with Humanity."
He agreed. Shiori had no answers. Truly, it was a sin from their collective past that Ancients laid with humans, for the most part out of curiosity but for some it was an attempt to create demigods. "It is possible, and if it is the case... I... am sorry," she announced ominously. Protracted lifespans in exchange for souls. They suffered from a duality of nature, their Ancient side tugging as well as their humanity. "If so, you will have a lot of blood on your hands in your long... long life." Her words were grim but so would his fate. If he was one part human and one part Ancient, their conscience would be plagued by the desires of the hunt, the earth, the sky, the fire but they would have the fortitude to deny themselves this ever-burning need. They hungered for souls like any of them did, but she wondered if these half-breeds desired them even more. That was how they lived so long she hypothesized.
"You are the only living Ancient I know, you alone may have the answers I seek. That is why I am here. To learn what I really am."
"I wish I had more answers. I wish you were simply a full-blooded Ancient. You would simply bleed your element. You would be obligated to maintain your limit. But as a ...partial, this far into one's lineage would be unprecedented for me to identify." She admitted. He had the traits of several great Ancients Courts but it was doubtful that he shared a lineage with them all. Such would be madness, not in the possibility but madness for him. So many contradictory natures in a single vessel would fracture even the strongest of minds. "You remind me of my court. You remind me of the Deep Court. You remind me of the Wild Hunt."